If Only I Had Told Her Book by Laura Nowlinpremium off white cream pages Stitched binding Matte cover local premium copy Language English Dimensions 5. 5 x 8. 26 inches pages amount 346 Summary If Only I Had Told Her by Laura Nowlin is a coming of age novel that centers on the deep, complicated relationship between two young women, Marin and Kay. As they navigate the challenges of growing up, love, and identity, the story explores themes of regret, loss, and the emotional impact of secrets.